There's no doubt that many of my friends would agree that I am possibly the quietest person on the planet. My teachers in school certainly would. Progress reports had comments about me like, "I don't even know he's in class." Or, "Needs to participate more in class discussions or we'll have him bronzed and put on display near the auditorium." No teacher ever had to write, "If he doesn't shut up, I'm going to [insert violent act] him." Or, "He talks so much that he won't learn anything and will end up stealing cars for a living."
Few would believe that at one time, I despised having to write a-n-y-t-h-i-n-g. School assignments like 500-word essays about a particular topic were among my most dreaded. Given that I write a blog and have done some writing as part of my day-to-day work, I've turned a corner. The quiet kid who hardly said anything can actually write, and apparently enjoys it.
But he still doesn't say much. That's because he had the benefit of some parental teasing (now there's a blog post I need to write at some point), from which he learned to keep his big mouth shut, lest he be subjected to some snark-alecky (blend of "smart aleck" and "snarky") comments. He simply existed, silently taking in activity around him. When did he go from dreading writing assignments to enjoying them? (And when did he start writing in the third person?) If I had to pin it down, I'd say it might have been in the late '80s.
I've mentioned previously that for nearly 20 years I kept a journal, beginning in 1989. Most people who keep journals express thoughts and feelings about the goings on in their lives, but mine was merely a record of what I did. Fortunately, the timing included a bit of life before Diana came along as well as the first 15 years of her life. I stopped when I got sick in late 2006. (Read about that here.) My journal goes from those blank Hallmark books to printed sheets done on a long gone word processing program (Multi-Mate, anyone? I know... [crickets]) to Microsoft Word. There's some good history in that mess, and I hope to put everything together in a more organized format at some point. Watch for it on the bestsellers list, he said sarcastically...
Three years after my journal ended, I crash landed on Eric's Planet. Or it fell on me when I was out walking—not sure which. But it doesn't matter. I found an outlet for my writing. Next year will mark the tenth anniversary of this crazy planet, and I hope it's still going strong at that time. By comparison, I managed to write a mere seven posts in all of 2017. I'm almost to that point now in 2018. At that pace, I may hit 30 or 40 posts this year. I could get lucky and have Terri send me another 30-day writing challenge like she did in November 2015, and that'll really increase the number of posts for the year. Those posts are still up, by the way. Use the index to find them.
When all is said and done, the number of posts I write isn't important. I'm not going after any records, title, trophy, cash award, free vacation or anything like that. Though a trip that involves a flight would be nice. It's been so long since I've been aboard a plane; I've heard they have jets now. It's about quality. A few years ago, I was writing some ridiculously stupid posts about how I didn't know what to write, or that I really didn't have anything to write about, so here's a free blog post telling you what we both already knew. I'm not going to do that anymore. If I can't think of something to write at any given time, then I won't write until I do have something.
In the late '90s, I began working for Teague, the first military contractor that I worked for. My boss sent me over to the base at Port Hueneme to observe a process for the purpose of producing a formal document describing how to perform that task. It was challenging, but a challenge that I actually enjoyed. Not only was I responsible for getting the process into words, but I also got to take digital photographs or do some technical illustrating with AutoCAD to enhance the written part of the document.
Turns out that my boss was happy with my work and was very complimentary about how everything turned out. Between my journal and this work, a spark was lit...
Turns out that my boss was happy with my work and was very complimentary about how everything turned out. Between my journal and this work, a spark was lit...
Three years after my journal ended, I crash landed on Eric's Planet. Or it fell on me when I was out walking—not sure which. But it doesn't matter. I found an outlet for my writing. Next year will mark the tenth anniversary of this crazy planet, and I hope it's still going strong at that time. By comparison, I managed to write a mere seven posts in all of 2017. I'm almost to that point now in 2018. At that pace, I may hit 30 or 40 posts this year. I could get lucky and have Terri send me another 30-day writing challenge like she did in November 2015, and that'll really increase the number of posts for the year. Those posts are still up, by the way. Use the index to find them.
When all is said and done, the number of posts I write isn't important. I'm not going after any records, title, trophy, cash award, free vacation or anything like that. Though a trip that involves a flight would be nice. It's been so long since I've been aboard a plane; I've heard they have jets now. It's about quality. A few years ago, I was writing some ridiculously stupid posts about how I didn't know what to write, or that I really didn't have anything to write about, so here's a free blog post telling you what we both already knew. I'm not going to do that anymore. If I can't think of something to write at any given time, then I won't write until I do have something.
Writing, writing, and more writing. It's been a godsend, really, and so far my friends seem to be enjoying what I put out. I haven't expressed it, but that makes me feel pretty darned good. Not many people have followed me directly on my blog page, but I know that my friends do read it when they can.